At the time I was widowed, the military
You know, they would.
Because my father died,
sorting out his funeral to help me.
And consequently they said,
That's almost too much.
And so that was really.
I so regret that, that I didn't
It's lived with me, you know,
beside my mum at a time when she was,
Big family and all the family was there
why I wasn't there.
But
with certain things when they think they
you know, and yet they.
They should give you a little
I mean, it was an unusual circumstance,
and that's been quite hard, really.
Yeah.
You'd get sort of one person
disagreeing with somebody else, and then
You don't upset people who.
Friends as much as you know.
So this is the wonderful thing about
because you've actually got
information that you need to know.
And it does almost sound as though I'm
but actually, you have got to live.
You've got to know what you're doing
all the emotional stuff
well,
live and how you're going to cope,
