It was a very cold, snowy day
in the morning and the boys, he always,
went into the bedroom, kissed his fingers
and whispered, bye, bye, see you soon.
And that was it.
I didn't know about the accident because
in Germany the boys weren't allowed television
until they'd have their meal.
And German television or BFBS was always
is an hour after it is in the uk.
So didn't.
And it was only when a neighbour came
I don't want to frighten you,
I didn't get to know officially
and the accident had happened at 3
that, we'll he had been killed.
What annoys me and still hurts.
There must have been something
This has happened.
If you want any further information,
Yes,
told yes, his name is on the list now.
I was his next of kin
next of kin I'd be first to be told.
But no, it was after
So Christopher came downstairs.
Mummy, what's the noise for?
There's people talking.
I told him and he sobbed bitterly.
He was heartbroken.
He loved his daddy.
His daddy was the most
Well, all children think
If they're lucky.
The next day I didn't
I let them stay at home.
They didn't understand but there was no
after that.
They went to school trying to build
